| im a freak!!!!!!!!!! i cant sleep im tired but i cant sleep!!!!!!! well on monday i will have been going out with yusuke for 2 weeks yippy!!!!!!!! well im happy i missed soccer practice today i forgot..... well yuske will be meeting my mom and dad sunday and he might come to church with me and he might come to my soccer game... i dunno grrrr..... well i finished my porfolio due for english........crap!!!!!why is school hell. i g2g eat something BYE :) i luv you yusuke :) c ya |
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| im going out with yusuke :)
happy happy |
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| theres this guy i like his name is arthur i think he likes me to so for the past week i was trying to get him to ask me out but now i think hes mad at me shit oh wellz i did really care for him but i guess i give up |
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| i fell like i have to hide what i really am... i dunno if i can open up... i used to think that i could but i cant only when im mad... i dont want to fall in love and get hurt.... some people know but ill tell you in 3rd grade i had a boyfriend we were going out for 3 years we were in love we never go into a fight but one night before 6th grade started he passed away he just got a really high fever and he never woke up... i was sick right before him so i think that i got him sick... people dont know what its like they think they do but they dont... youll never know how much youll miss them untill there gone... his birthdays coming up and ive been having nightmares about him screaming and stuff... i can never forget it
youll always be in my mind
i cant see you
but i can feel you
you were my everything
but now your my life
by ashley i know it sucks well hes a pic of how i feel |
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